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| Jerman Beach, 26 Dec 2021 |
It's start with late replies, then ignored messages. The distance becomes greater and the talking becomes less frequent. Every time your phone lights up you hope it's them or at least, you wish it was them. If not checking up on you, just saying anything at all. Because yesterday you asked them how they were, and day before yesterday you asked them how they were, and the day before that too. And how much more can you do right? how long the conversation be one sided?
So you start to care less about what they do but fragments of them linger in your head. "what did i do so wrong?" you didn't. There's nothing wrong with you at all. People change, when their needs changes. But remember the times they were nice to you and were there for you instead of the bitter memories. It's hard to accept but, they've done their job in your life. Everyone who walks in has a purpose and when they accomplish that, they leave. Don't be disheartened, for every person that walks out; someone better will walk in. But the cycle will repeat. You're just going to have to learn how to be ok with it.
Ps. to the one who introduced this beach and lots of places in South Bali; i'll cherish all the moments you were nice to me and were here for me.
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